Samurai experience

I still have not been able to do enough to explain what I would like to explain.

So I am trying to make a new explanation every time.

This time, I was thinking to explain “I pretend to recieve”.

And, when practice the sword.
I took the “lower stance”.

I said “make the opponent attack first and … （私は受ける構えを取ってから攻撃します）”

“pretend” don’t come out of my mouth.

I was thinking it’s okay if I say to “pretend” today.

shock.